Tired

Working and not working really makes a difference. I used to enjoy my afternoons grocery shopping, ironing, watching tv, napping etc. Now I spend my afternoons preparing spreadsheets, answer stupid enquiries, putting up with irritating people etc.

So much for going to work early when the rest come in late. Today was worse, I'm the only one around come 9am so my boss and mini boss pulled me in to attend a company departmental meeting.

These few weeks coming down the months have left me very tired especially when I have to deal with a few insensitive people today, one of them being a friend that is unhappy that I forgot about our date tomorrow and arranged to meet my cousin and nephew for cookies making instead. But then again in the first place she never re-confirmed our date so of course I went ahead and make plans. Plus I've been owing my nephew his long awaited butter cookies for the longest of time. Oh well, we can never satisfy every single person in our lifetime. We just do what we feel is right and live with the consequences.

And at work this week, I had to battle with 2 bosses who are asking me to defect to their sides. Either side I join, I'll feel bad for the other. Tough decisions.

I'm burnt out. I can't wait for my break but I'm thoroughly disappointed that I wasn't able to make it to my dream destination. I need good friends to go have pork cheek ramen with me more regularly to make up for it.